It is truly unfair when someone finds a way under your skin and to the best of your ability you can't find a way to dig them out. I'm doing it pretty successfully but it hasn't been easy. Sometimes, it all overwhelms me and I have to remember that he was a horrible @##%$#^@%&@$%, who was mean and hateful and passive aggressive and did nothing but make me suffer and bleed internally for a better part of a year. Emotional abuse leaves some pretty wicked scars.
But I've met a nice boy, who has changed a lot of things for me. We think the same way and he makes my heart light, and I can see being his partner for a really long time. It's nice to see a future that isn't a gaping black hole.
Looking forward to my first official Valentine's in a while. And my 28th birthday. Somehow, some way, I have hope that it will all work out.
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